Nothing feels better than a real friend coming upon at the most weakest moments of the night and putting up with all your nonsense and also building up the pillar of strength for you. How many true friends I have in life, I can honestly count them with my ten fingers. Not many. Part of me aches when you come to realise that people are being so pretentious in all possible ways, until you have no goddamn clue what’s real and what’s not. What to believe and what not to believe? Even worse, some can be so pretentious till not realising what they have done have caused damage to others, merely because of their uncontrollable big fat mouth. Such a pain in the arse. Bitchin’ and moanin’ ..and what more? Nothing gained out of it.
Empty, empty, empty…is this an obsession or what? I’m feeling kinda drained, could be possibly more on the physical side, haven’t had coffee since the end of the exams. Maybe that’s what explains it, but nOoOo..can’t have excessive caffeine in my system, coz I’ll go delirious..hahahaha 😛 Excuse my melo-drama tonight, it’s 2 in the morning. *wink*
To those who are bored of their nuts after the exams, check out popcap.com. DYNOMITE!!!!..And those who are not done with their exams yet, never NeVEr NevER start! coz I’ll guarantee you, once u start u can’t stop. Simply amazing 😛
I finally got to watch Matrix Reloaded today (after all the hypes about it ).Amongst all the ‘stylo’ actions and ass –kickin’ fighting scenes, there was this particular scene which was incredibly B-R-E-A-T-H-T-A-K-I-N-G!!! Man, u galz must know which scene I’m talking about *grin* Give me 5 to those who agree…OoOoOo…YEAHhhHh: D
– 2.28AM
HIGH-5, BABE!!!! wHAhahahAHAH!!!!
High 5 !!!!!!!!!! 2 Top that…also got the part about the architect of the metrix taking a whole 15 min to about half an hour talking bout some crap I can even make heads or tails of. Somebody b so kind to enlightened me???? oh….Popcap games…..Absolutely love it…especially the Diamond Mine. Can’t get pass level 8……so addicted to it. And dynomite…the things the little voices say when u bust the eggs are sometimes funny when they sound like something else…..get wat i mean …..*wink wink*
quote:”Nothing feels better than a real friend coming upon at the most weakest moments of the night and putting up with all your nonsense and also building up the pillar of strength for you. How many true friends I have in life, I can honestly count them with my ten fingers. Not many. Part of me aches when you come to realise that people are being so pretentious in all possible ways, until you have no goddamn clue what’s real and what’s not. What to believe and what not to believe? Even worse, some can be so pretentious till not realising what they have done have caused damage to others, merely because of their uncontrollable big fat mouth. Such a pain in the arse. Bitchin’ and moanin’ ..and what more? Nothing gained out of it.”sometimes I feel that way too. i used to have a real close girlfriend but we’re like stranger nowadays.. i always ask myself if its my fault of not taking care of her or her fault of being too pretentious. she only call me for some favour.
Hi 5!!! to Dee and gguni (?) ..ehhee..even a guy can agree with me on that!!..WoOo 😀
Jo5: sometimes friendship slips away without u noticing it, i believe it takes loads of effort to maintain a friendship..but of course it doesn’t work one way…and yeah..it saddens me when ppl can be so two-faced and pretentious..
i cannot agree with you more, siew lee. every girl prolly goes through this once in awhile. it’s exhausting, isn’t it? you try to be the nicest person ever, being there for that person, being a shoulder to cry on, advising, comforting..etc..then one day you turn around and a dagger is drawn, and driven straight into your back. yeah..can’t say i haven’t been through that. infact, just of recent.in the end, you learn to try not to care. it’s hard, yea. but you know, the more you care, the more it affects you, and the more it just drains the hell outta you. sometimes, it’s like “oh why do i even friggin’ bother?”. so stand up straight, tilt your face upwards, mutter a soft but audible “f*ck off!”, turn your heel, and stride away. it helps not to give a damn :)cheers 🙂
i need a vacation with all these ‘being there for everyone’ shit seriously. Yes like some said, it’s really exausting and all, and by getting involved at times u would get your ass toast. Why am i still like that? God knows. Maybe it’s because they, the ‘love to revel in own sorrows’ people, are weaker then most and must drown others with their problem?, maybe it’s because i have a higher tolerance level?, Maybe i pity them so?, maybe it’s to my own advantage that i’m listening so i can learn?, or maybe i’m just easily satisfied and that all it takes to make me realise that i actually made a difference is just so a simple thanks? Hmmmmmmm maybe it’s the promised i made long time back when i may have been drunk that i would always be there for frens whenever they need me regardless the consequences. And that everything else, including my own personal needs, can be put on hold….hmmmm…Again i’ll state…I’m getting so tired. Someone please shoot me. Preferably not cheng hai. =D knowing that he would do it our of pleasure instead of ONLY a favour.
eraine: yeah, you’re absolutely right..*hugs*
benhai i will kill u no matter what u say! heheheheh
no worries girl *hugs* hope you’ll feel better soon 🙂
Meaning of friends1.A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.2.A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.3.A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.4.One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.From quiet homes and first beginning,Out to the undiscovered ends,There’s nothing worth the wear of winning,But laughter and the love of friends.Hilaire Belloc (1870-1953), British author. Dedicatory Ode.
thanks ratz!…i’ll remember tat 😀