Misteri panties aku yang berwarna hitam…

Damnit, my one last black undie has disappeared along with the rest. Oiii whoever you are, give me back-ar!!! The little black undie is just as important as the little black dress!! Thieves, I tell you, THIEVES!!

Anyway, Siew Lee, Fred, Frank, Hun Chong, Jia Hui, Kin Han and I are going to Amsterdam tomorrow!!! Well, not technically, coz we are flying off at 6am, Saturday morning but we are taking the train to London tomorrow evening. wOoo HooOoo… Amsterdam… the city with the weed, mushrooms, porn, weed, porn, weed, porn, weed – but I swear, I am only going there for the Tulips and Windmills. Really-wan. 😀 (muaHAHhahHA)

Hope all goes well, I think a few of us in the group need time away from home to figure things out, while some need to spend some time together to see what good things you already have, but you are momentarily tempted away for now… You know who you are.

Have you ever been in a position where you know you really shouldn’t be… but you really can’t help yourself sometimes? You figured you had the will, but temptation takes over and you go home feeling like shit. Shit. You are screaming inside – Be sensible!!! You can hear yourself loud and clear but after a while, you tend to get use to playing Ignorance on your own. Then you talk to your friends about it and they tell you what you don’t want to hear – knowing fully well that they are perfectly right in every possible sense. Here’s where you start to play Denial… but this time, some friends will play along with you. By then, you would know who your real friends are. The true ones wouldn’t play that game with you.

I need a good knock on the head and maybe I would be able to open my eyes… coz maybe some things are just not meant to be.

Yeap.. Amsterdam would be a good time to get away from it all… see you guys when we get back on Tuesday!! And pray, we all come back in one piece – not literally, of course. 😀 Till then, take care!

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